Pensive Power

She was always there,
The most beautiful girl I’d ever see.
Her presence filled up the room,
And filled my heart with glee.

I loved every part of her,
Her beautiful twinkling eyes,
Her warm hugs in the mornings,
And always her sad little sighs.

The love I felt within me -
Part of me wanted to tell her:
A lifetime of happiness,
Was every 5 minutes beside her.

But she was never mine - she would never be mine.

My heart grew closer to her
But we became further apart.
She left me in the best of times.
Desolation and grief is in my heart.

I screwed up all my courage
And in that moment I let it out.
I didn’t tell her everything though,
I didn’t tell her what it was all about.

Her heart was with someone else,
She understood part of me enough.
But she was with a wonderful person,
Another person who she could love.

But she was never mine - she would never be mine.

I try to fall for someone else,
To move on from the one that I love.
My concentration slips and turns,
I cry for all the help from above.

I still long for every part of her,
Her beautiful twinkling eyes,
Her warm hugs in the mornings,
And always her sad little sighs.

When I think very hard about it,
When it really comes to the shove,
She is still the one I treasure,
She remains the one that I love.

But she was never mine - she would never be mine.